... Yeah. That was what I was trying to do. I didn't want to make anyone sad, and I-.. I guess I just decided it was my own fault, that I might just have forgotten him. And I felt so bad and sad over that, so.. I just wanted to make it up to him, you know?

It must feel really bad to have someone who's apparently so close to you to forget you.. I didn't want to have him be hurt like that. [ even if she might have been the one in the right - maybe it's just better to discard that thought, that option, all along. ]